Son, First, I love you so much. I wrote that one sentence and I’m already crying. Your life’s journey just started and it’s been tough. Emotionally and somedays physically to keep up with you. There is so much I have no experience with when it comes to your behavior and delays. You are currently 2…
I remembered you..
Today I thought of you, out of no where I went back to the days where “Hotel California” is the tune on the drive to the beach. The cars top would be completely down and I couldn’t bother trying to look cute because the wind would not allow. You were the most carefree and unbothered…
The impact you had
I still can’t believe how much I believed you. Until the very end I wanted to be wrong. You were so convincing and I doubted myself so often. No way could you be capable of hurting me like that. Not you! Not us! Boy was I wrong and for months I replayed things over and…
Remember I love you…
More than words More than chocolate More than the ocean’s smell More than the feeling of being safe in someone’s arms More than R&B More than dancing Spanish music More than my mother and father’s cooking More than the feeling that I feel all over when I land in NYC More than pink More than…
The movie I watched
This weekend there was a movie on Netflix I watched ” Look Both Ways”. It’s a really cute movie, I recommend it. There is a scene in where the protagonist’s mother see’s her crying because she’s pregnant and is in her feelings about it. Her mom gives her reassurance that it is okay and very…
Writers block
Honestly a whole block, not just writers. Seems like most parts of my life are at a stand still. So crazy. Those moments in your life that you feel so lost. Still in the grind of it all because you have no other choice but still not living up to your full potential. That’s the…
Hello, 2022
I forgot what is is to feel. Feel deeply…. Days go by quick now… like never before My days have been so dark, I can’t see I can’t feel but I feel… Am I even making sense? I stopped writing because things were nice… Happiness hopped in the drivers seat, took the wheel… Then it…
I met the my one and only
I married him on 1/9/20 and this year its 3 years together. Thank you for choosing the girls and me. Thank you for giving me AJ. Thank you for mending my heart and making me feel safe. Stephanie
I got you
You make me feel. Your words, your touch. You make me believe again in fairytale like moments More important you give me so much hope Your heart is everything The way you express your thoughts and feelings to me Reminds me of me…. I didn’t think that in my lifetime I would meet someone who…
Mama’s baby
Violet Alina! I think of you and immediately my heart is full of love. I still remember carrying you in 2016 and being so ready for you to come out. I cried so hard when I first saw you. Your father and I were over the moon. Then I went through this phase and I…
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